It's for me....

welp, im not ready to go into details but i have to get this out....

 just know that its for me and my happiness. know that it hurts me to see you so sad and heart broken, know that i still love you, just not in the same way that i use to...

I can't pretend any longer, i can't hold back my annoyance, my wonder, my feelings about the whole situation...

your heart will heal in time, you may hate me after all your saddness fades, but i will understand. It will all be ok. I know it will. It will be hard, for the both of us...

But i am now taking my own happiness above yours, and im sorry, but its a must at this point. We will always share our memories together, the good and the bad. Just know that this is for me, and it's a must, in order for me to be happy....

i love you and you will always have that place in my heart... but its just time for me to move on..