welp, im not ready to go into details but i have to get this out....
just know that its for me and my happiness. know that it hurts me to see you so sad and heart broken, know that i still love you, just not in the same way that i use to...
I can't pretend any longer, i can't hold back my annoyance, my wonder, my feelings about the whole situation...
your heart will heal in time, you may hate me after all your saddness fades, but i will understand. It will all be ok. I know it will. It will be hard, for the both of us...
But i am now taking my own happiness above yours, and im sorry, but its a must at this point. We will always share our memories together, the good and the bad. Just know that this is for me, and it's a must, in order for me to be happy....
i love you and you will always have that place in my heart... but its just time for me to move on..
These posts are scaring me, I'm going to text you- I hope you're okay.
ReplyDeletei dont have the phone anymore... dont be worried, just separating from the hubby is all....
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